i am a thirty-one year old female with a two year old daughter. this web log is to chronicle my struggling marriage, my hypothetical divorce and very real legal problems.
3/22/10 legal woes over i am struggling to find a venue by which to change what happened to me for others.
i would also like to note that this is not a place where i discuss positive aspects of my life and ask that any inference of my attitude should include this knowledge.
4/4/10 blog is hibernating currently. reevaluation to follow. i am safe and functioning fine. thank you for reading.
6/8/10 some hibernation, huh? reevaluation resulted only in less public-service-y tones and hopes. since giving that up, i feel completely purposeless even though my expectation was relief. life’s funny like that and by funny i mean, full of shit. blog now seems to consist of mostly personal catharsis. enjoy………
7/22/10 blog is totally unfocused now. hope lost of helping anyone with my story. however, i read stories like mine everyday. please refer to the “others” i mention on the left sidebar. they’re doing the real work. the work that i cannot do. most of my energy is going to psychiatric and psychological care. dealing with emerging symptoms of pstd and trying to be well enough to keep going.
again- for information about mother’s rights and domestic violence, please check my blogroll for the others who are fighting this mess.
Good luck and pray. And please get out. I wasted a lot of years. I hope you don’t fee the need to do the same.
But hang in there. You are on this planet for a great reason and as soon as you are through this hard time, that purpose will grow.
Your daughter needs you.
Your stories are more amazing than mine will ever be. Please, keep telling yours.
i think i’m recharging right now. i’m having to change the way i am looking at things in order to move forward. i’m sure i’ll be back. thanks for the encouragement.
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